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[Jun. 28th, 2004|06:44 pm] |
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| | Float On- Modest Mouse | ] |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 27th, 2004|02:02 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
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| | Drain You- Nirvana | ] |
good evening/morning kiddies! its 2 in the morning and i cant sleep! yippie! im considering doing an all nighter on FFX11, but idk, i should probably try to sleep. neway i had my birthday yesterday and i hhad a party which was awsome. i would type more, the only problem is im having trouble thinking. ya. ill probably post some more later, or earlier depending on how you look at it. and considering that all time is realative. ok thats about it. peace out. dont do drugs. monkey see monkey do. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 22nd, 2004|08:37 pm] |
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| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Such Great Heights- The Postal Service | ] |
well my dad has once again managed to live up to y expectations. unfortunately, i dont expect very much of him these days. he managed to get my birthday wrong AGAIN for the second year in a row. he called me yesterday and wished me a happy birthday, which i thought was just a preemptive happy birthday at first because i called him to wish him a happy father's day and left a message. now im just hoping that he'll remeber that my birthday is on friday. im not expecting him to. i mean really, its not really that hard. send me a card or something every 6 months. Dec 25 and June 25. im not asking for too much am i? is it really that hard? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 21st, 2004|11:10 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Anarchy in the UK- Sex Pistols | ] |
i just got back from seeing dodgeball and it was awsome. watch it all the way through to the end of the credits. trust me. its good.
and now for some randomness
a penny saved isnt worth very much
a stinch in time fixes a clock
the early bird gets the worm, but the earlier worm gets away
if at first you dont succeed, call an expert
if you build a man a fire, he'll be warm for a night
if you light him an fire, you'll never have to worry about him again
whatever doesnt kill you, hurts like a mother |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 15th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional | ] |
ya i havent updated my journal in a while, so here goes. schools been out for almost a week for now. ive been having a lot of fun so far. i got final fantasy 11 today, and i feel like the biggest noob in existance. i have absolutely no idea what im doing. o ya and i got to drive on the freeway for the first time, which was cool. and ive got a pocket watch that works now! yay! ok thats about it 4 now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|12:52 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bitter Sweet Symphony- The Verve | ] |
well i just finished with my first day of finals. ive got too much pressure right now. not only do i have to worry about tests that can possiblt ruin my life, my mom is freaking out with my grades too. Shes like "if u dont do better on this report card, you'll be grounded for a month without tv, internet or video games. and i'll make you do indepent study over the vacation." wats her problem? my sister ahnds her D's and F's and she just gets a stern talking to, but i give her a couple B's and she goes all psyco crazy on me. ok and through all that presure, people still expect me to be a happy, excentric person. jesus, i cant put that act on AND deal with all the rest of that shit. yesterday, a friend said i looked worse than him and he'd just lost his best friend. he said that it looked like i hadnt slept in a couple days. he wasnt far off, although i brushed it off. i cant take it. |
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| Mixed Feelings |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|09:13 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Turn Around- Damage Inc | ] |
Well, today was good and bad at the same time. school sucked, for a variety of reasons, one of which was my grade dropping to a B in english... God damn book reports. hopefully the final can pull it up. im gettin the feelig that some person hate me, even though i dont know why. and im pretty sure its not just me being paranoid this time cuz... stuff...
time for the good part of today! i got to see Jess for the first time in like over a year. he's grown a lot. i didnt even recognize him when i first saw him. i think he'll be in town threw friday, then he has to go back to his juvie hall probation thing. |
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[May. 31st, 2004|04:55 pm] |
It’s biting
It’s teething
It’s biting
I’m bleeding
It’s calling
It’s crawling
Its calling and I’m falling
The perfect sound of middle ground
Pull me under before I try to drag you down
Someone has to pull me under before I try and drag you drag you drag you down
They’re fighting
They’re growing
They’re fighting and they’re growing
I’m biting
I’m teething
I’m biting until they’re bleeding!
The perfect sound of middle ground
Pull me under before I try to drag you down
Someone has to pull me under before I try and drag you drag you drag you down
Biting and teething
They’re bleeding
Pull me under before I try to drag you down
Someone has to pull me under before I try and drag you
Someone has to pull me under before I try and drag you
Someone has to pull me under before I try and drag you drag you drag you down |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 25th, 2004|08:29 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Drag You Down- Finger Eleven | ] |
well, today i learned that my dad is more of an alcoholic than i first thought. you know how most people start their day with a glass of orange juice? well my dad starts it with a bloody mary (beverage with vodka mixed with tomatoe juice) ya i always thougt he just got wasted at night... fun... just when I think it cant get much worse, he goes and proves me wrong. gotta love having dady issues....
ok on a happier note... um er yeah not much to be happy about today. watever |
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| Wow im out of it |
[May. 20th, 2004|07:49 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | First Time- Finger Eleven | ] |
ok this proves how clueless i am. My sister's had a friend over for like an hour now and i've only just noticed that shes here (the friend that is). its not like its a really big house either. oh ya and i got beat in starcraft cuz steven couldnt hold off the guys we were fighting long enough for me to get a carrier rush together. oh well, ive formulated a new strategy to use on starcraft so i guess its worth it |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 19th, 2004|08:14 pm] |
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| |  weird | ] |
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| | Dragula- Rob Zombie | ] |
hmmm ive noticed a 50% increase in songs with "drag" in them that im listening to. dragula by rob zombie and drag you down by finger eleven. hmmm odd. anyway, today was pretty cool. asl was... weird as usual. ya thats weird. biology was fun, we had marker wars, a earthquake drill, oh ya and kelly won at the sex game. (u know the game where u yell SEX really loud) im proud of u kelly. ok neway english was highly uneventful. we're reading romeo and juliet and to make sure we're reading it, howard is giving us daily tests on who said what and who to. ya the first one i got like 4/15. i know whats going on but not who said exactly what. oh ya and i mix up the capulets and the monetgues. i think the capulets r the really rich ones. neway kelly, nik, and me ambushed chris in math with markers. again, very surprised at u kelly, didnt expect that from u, but its cool. i got beaten up with soccer balls in pe but thats normal. ahh the fate of a goalie... oh well. in health we were supposed to be learning about marijunna but instead me and jerad talked about how paris and luke skywalker r the biggest movie pansies of all time. i think paris is, but he thinks luke is. u decide! is it: "ow! u ht me in the mouth so ill run and tell my big brother and you'll be sorry!" (paris) or "aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh but uncle owen i wanted to go to tahshi station to pick up some power converters!" (luke) reply with your answers. or dont, its no big deal. we all know paris is a wuss. |
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| It's an MUN weekend! |
[May. 16th, 2004|04:02 pm] |
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| |  groggy | ] |
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| | D-Devils- Sex and Drugs and House | ] |
i did the MUN trip this weekend and it was pretty cool. the first session of the 4th committy was pretty boring and highly uneventfull. after we finished at MUN, we checked into our hotel and went to see Troy. it was pretty cool. Ajax was awsome. i got teken 4 at the mall that the theater was in. when we got back to the hotel, I stayed up till 2. i woke up at 5:30, when i proceeded to vomit all over the floor i was sleeping on. needless to say, i didnt go to sleep again. i think the main reason this happened was because i didnt have enough popcorn with my butter and it was coming back to haunt me. the 2nd session was much better because everybody stopped being so serious. ya so im pretty dead right now. a total of 3 hours sleep, no food that stayed with me since lunch yesterday, and of course, im sick! yay! |
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| Philisophical Thought |
[May. 13th, 2004|08:36 pm] |
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| | numb | ] |
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| | The Voices in my Head | ] |
We all put on masquerades that others see. But what happens when those masquerades become us? Are we the masquerades, or are the masquerades us? |
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[May. 11th, 2004|08:20 pm] |
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| | restless | ] |
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| | Shatterday- Vendetta Red | ] |
i didnt enjoy today. im gettin weird thoughts in my head again. like when somebody says something to me, i automatically think its hostile, or that they hate me or something. i try telling myself that its all in my head, but it doesnt work. that whole very high score on julies psycotic disorders thing for paranioa makes a lot of sense. like someone, anyone, especially people i know/ like (as friends) i thought i had it under control, but i dont. ive gotta try harder, or things could end up like last year, and i dont wanna be there again. |
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[May. 9th, 2004|08:42 pm] |
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| | lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Solar Quest- A + B = C in D# | ] |
i just finished my essay for human cloning for howard. it sucked, mostly because i had to follow the 11 sentence format to the letter. oh well today didnt completely suck. i saw the movie god send. it was really creepy. funnily enough it was about human cloning! i cant escape it. cloning is stalking me. aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 8th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
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| | apathetic | ] |
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| | Bohimian Rhapsody- Queen | ] |
i have an addiction. it consumes all my thoughts and tearing myself away from it is becoming increasingly difficult. i'm addicted to final fantasy X. out of the past 24 hours, ive played it for approx 11. and 8 of those hour were spent sleeping. ok time to get serious. i got woken up at 8 this morning because my neighbor was doing some construction stuff. tried to sleep through it, but it didnt work. thats about it. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 5th, 2004|07:56 am] |
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| |  embarrassed | ] |
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| | Fell in Love a Girl- White Stripes | ] |
yup, im feeling pretty stupid right now. i forgot it was common planning today and i got up an hour early. when i got to school, i noticed that nobody was there and thats when i remembered. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 3rd, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Time is Runnig Out- Muse | ] |
woo hoo! im not stupid anymore! ive got a B in math class. and this last test proved that i am no good at geometry, but a wiz at algebra! in this semester, ive raised my grade from an F to a B-, very minus actually but who cares! its a B! neway i got to go out driving today and my mom said she'd let me start doing some night driving. ha ha kevin bragging about almost being done with drivers ed, im done and have my permit! beeoch! woo hoo! on a more serious note, im gonna get to see those relics that havent been out of the vatican. cool stuff. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|07:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beam vs Cyrus- Thunder in Paradise by DJ Scot | ] |
No more testing! yay! today was the last day of testing, thank god. yesterday i redid my sign a song thing. i didnt really want to do it, but i was the only person in my group who knew my parts. something else happened, but i dont know what. that kinda sux cuz i think it was important. oh well ill remember it soon. oh wait ya! now i remember, i think neway! its so funny, kaitlin found a vibrator in health class! it was called "Lady Finger Vibrator" it was great she got so freaked out by it. thats about it. cya! |
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